29 October 2008

Starved for love?!

There is more hunger for love in this world, then there is for food.

I feel like I've read this somewhere, in fact, I feel like I had it as one of those picture messages with this as an inspirational quote. But, I cannot find the picture neither can I find this as a quote, probably because it's not completely right. But that's not the point of this post, the point is that it really is SO true!

28 October 2008

The tears behind the smile...

Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahe Ho
Kya Gham Hai Jisko Chhupa Rahe Ho

Aankhon Mein Nami, Hansi Labon Par
Kya Haal Hai Kya Dikha Rahe Ho

Ban Jayenge Zehar Peete Peete
Yeh Ashq Jo Piye Ja Rahe Ho

26 October 2008

My first foray into photography


So, I finally bought my camera, and I’m over excited. I’ve been clicking photographs like crazy. This is my first ever camera, never had any sort of camera before unless you include the camera attached to my mobile. So, obviously I’m not an expert photographer, but I quite like some of the photographs taken.

24 October 2008

=o)

I think I might be getting obsessive! jelir

I keep thinking about this one thing, over and over again!

Not that it isn’t pleasant to think about, it is, in fact it’s very pleasant!

I feel like grinning like an idiot!! sengihnampakgigi sengihnampakgigi

And, I feel like dancing with joy!

I really am going crazy! hah jelir

23 October 2008

Self-centered?!

We human beings really are self-centered. Our life revolves around ourselves, our needs and our problems. Our problems are the BIGGEST problems, everything else is trivial. Even though, we may emphatise and sympathise, end of the day it’s us we’re concerned about. Isn’t it true, that even when we do sympathise somewhere in the corner of our minds it’s the thought of what if this happened to us?

Yesterday, I saw this man and a woman, both in wheelchairs, both their legs amputated, and I was jolted. I actually felt like I might faint. They were sitting there with flowers and key chains and little trinkets to sell. Imagine, we complain about not being able to do this or that, not being able to fulfill this dream and that dream. Can we even comprehend what it must be like to not be able to walk on our two feet? To never do simple things, which we take for granted all the time, like take a stroll in the park, dance with joy, just maybe walk to our own room?!

The saddest thing is that eventually this feeling will fade away and once again MY problems will become the biggest! And that makes me feel disgusted by myself!

17 October 2008

Hanging On!

You know how in the cartoons they show the character falling off a building, and as he falls he hangs on to this puny little branch for dear life. Then something else falls and hangs on this same branch, and then something else and something else, but the branch does not snap. He waits for it to snap, but it doesn't, and just as he whooshes a sigh of relief, a little butterfly comes and sits on this same branch. He's not worried, its just a tiny little butterfly, but it manages to tip the balance. The branch can't take the added weight and it snaps, and he falls to the floor with a crash.

That's exactly how I feel right now. Like I'm hanging on to this branch for dear life, and there's so much weight on the branch that I'm just waiting for it to snap, but its not. And well, as the storyline goes a little butterfly will come and sit on the branch and then it will snap.

12 October 2008

Canon Powershot


So, I'm finally going to buy my own digital camera, next week at the GITEX. After doing a lot of research I'm thinking of going for the Canon Powershot SX-100. The problem is that I'm not completely, madly and terribly in love with it and I'm usually completely, madly and terribly in love with a thing before I buy it.

02 October 2008

Letter to God

Dear God,

Let me start by saying, You’re the Greatest and I love You. Though I agree it’s a very selfish love, I love You so that You keep the doors of Paradise open for me.

I wanted to talk to You about this game, life, that You’ve created. I’ve been playing this game for the past 22 years, which is a much shorter time than many other people, but the fact of the matter is, I’m tired and I need a break. So, could You please let me watch from the stands for a while? I don’t feel match fit, no where near 100% fitness, in fact, I’m only feeling about 5% ready. If letting me watch from the stands is not an option in Your game plan, can You please reduce the match intensity? The repeated kicks in the shin are getting to me.

Thanks for Your time and I’m sure You’ll consider my request.

Yours humbly,
SIRAS

P.S: I got inspired by those kids.